today is the last day of 2009

 Today is the last day of 2009, and friends always ask how to how to work, I just answered Yes, time really flies, lifting equipment in the shop have been working for more than six months, and this year, I walked the road is not smooth, love, the cause of the conflict has been brought back my heart, long-term accumulation of the heart is always full of help, with Suanku boring day that life is good, had numerous commitments, let me get a bright future, though promised, then there may be the evolution of the story after all, people can not afford . 09 The story is not an ordinary and extraordinary topic, the story of 09 may be the first turning point in my life, need to step forward to grow continue to grow significantly in 2010.

2009-12-15

memories of happy days

remember that we were strolling through South China, when you and I walk in the campus track, always with a warm feeling of walking steps forward! You said you, I listened quietly, occasionally described by Chisha steal your eyes on the cheek, although I did not say love your words! Can my heart still love you! You remember one night I went to such a place - golf course, our seat on the lawn chair next to someone watching couples play ball, boys and girls taught to play golf, we were quietly watching the time this scenery Romance is about you parting with me through the years. Before leaving, the day a little hint of rain, how much I want to use a behavior to make you feel my love, stand on another, handle. But the heart is broke in the dying choice.

have a little regret, but feel glad that the end is the handle of the last to break up this love what I do not want to wound, I asked myself what it feels like happiness, happiness is a man always wanted to quietly , think of was that part of past

2009-12-1

tomorrow's road who stood by me

blink of an eye, the pace of time, once again gone through a whole month, it seems to me, time is a pastime of the youth I used a tool, as has been that young, so do not care what, crossing I have today is perhaps the best relief, stress is always in front of blind eyes I see, I really do not see a better tomorrow, kind of disappointed with the mentality came step by step, who can stand in the way tomorrow me, help me?

2009-11-30

Youth Welfare short period of time does not help that I shall not take selection

do not know when I first began to learn to put their bets youth. I always fantasize about a day after winning how to how to! After winning, out of life is the only pledge of existing tasks, because living in someone else's roof, the taste of daily living rather die than live, often hard at work when the repressed inner life always make me the real resistance, Who can know me hard, I can not be reconciled with a chance of life is not left to me, who can know my heart is still in force down to seek a way out, face the problems of life, who can tell me to go to Zenmeyangzuo more chic. Always want to choose a suitable way, may be youth short, time is no help, I shall not go Fucai choice.

2009-11-5

You make me brave too

who once told me, with my ordinary life, extraordinary stories, who gave me great support and encouragement. Lost each time when the mind, like you have the words in my ear, the kind of energy that pulled me through the edge of the canyon, all power comes from love, I fear you are not afraid of failure, your words are accompanied by your leave and leave, as I bring the heart of the helpless, because you are not with me, any effort is to cover my mind off the force.

silence is not my hobby, work, I still think of you, regardless of hardship and ease you into my heart from the moment, it seems that you are my all, for you crazy over for you tears over, several times life situation that the total consumption goes fine, you gave me support, I will note in the diary of amnesia, as the courage to face life, I'll love you, whether you have at my side, had the feeling it will not break over time.

2009-11-02

the cause of love

In fact, my heart is really a paradox, too much frustration to face life, why XXIII dishes I cook at home, sometimes even drag strip at home kids, almost all did all the housework, sometimes feel like a guy that acts too! I love to think that the girl was able to stand beside me to support my work, it felt like the struggle of life goals, because the lack of goals! Every day I can only imagine through, trouble before, sorry too. Who can see the days of empty my mind, in addition to you by my side, otherwise I can not think of what the power of love can build my career.

2009-10-28

how to break their own piece of heaven

my job is not easy, sometimes what happened even know, personnel tricks, so I'm entering the community will soon bear some pondering, muddle, I work at home so mixed After a number of day and night, cold and heat total world reminds me of my school that simple, simple mind I can not accept the cruel reality, I was so not independent, so Gan Yuanshou others to control their own lives, the trend of society impact on the dream I dreamed, who can tell me when to get out of difficulties to seek their own opt to exhaust their best to break my piece of heaven.

2009-9-9

a good day or a day, forcing the day off

me feel, it seems this is not my first days of waiting, slowly, I found time to spend in front of my drive back home to work, his loss is really good! Do not know that on that day I can break their own business, and that time I would not be strong leadership, in fact, I would like to have status, but also want to have a support for my girls, but what shall I position as to talk to girls joy Bode, the daily work, monotonous and boring, although not to mention do great things, but easily in the office where there was a bit too boring, I was in this case I work through more than three months, little progress has not thought, not me, would not work, no matter how hard it is not the result I want, silly face every day, without a head without brain work, I really do not know,

2009-8-7

sleeping in the years

time a little bit of cannibalism my age, and in growing up, I found myself always sleeping in the years to come, when to wake up from sleep over, in fact, I do not know the total think that it really comfortable, with the introduction of this state, I do not what to pursue, the effort but also people living arrangements, I had a dream, but it is not my dream can dream, can not sleep I'm out like a zombie people who spend their youth was a push dirt as bad, never bear rich fruit, even the little plants are not grow teeth, I was more like a famous friend gave me the courage to realize my dream, I believed in the name of friend is the dream of my future success.

2009-7-23

wandering off in that

paradise on earth in his hometown, eighteen of life I came across the Spring and Autumn left home to learn cultural knowledge With mind and came to Guangzhou, cities seem to campus life in the rural areas I length attention, and soon I found in that habitat, and began some studies, this study is five spring,UGGs, leaving the last year I have the twenty-three to the age of the young man, with a posture always thought that story rather, you can go out and show their own revenge, can not be smug everything in this city actually useless without my wandering years I am more familiar with the city, in the persuaded by his family, I put away a few simple things to return to my lovely home, watching the elderly parents, I blame myself really well useless, put a bunch of awards for books Diecheng Hill, who at home Sato two months, do not understand their own efforts had paid nothing to use, the book made me think about these awards over the days in the school landscape has been as worthless paper, what means I can prove my ability to , and let who see my results, remember back when the desire to want to do something within a year, but so far can I lose my original, that power is gone, sometimes, I really doubt home is not for me, because I found what I did not grow, working odd jobs down, countless sweat soo, knowledge quickly abandoned, work hard, the night, he will think of the day was at school, although no longer in big cities, but she followed me to grow, walked.

2009-7-20 Night

destiny test

never know how to control their own destiny, a time of frustration, but I still believe that I am 25 years old, Mr. divining the future after the infinite, and thus, the face of these disappointments I fight back, but I know until that age is a long process, life seems to love me cruel joke, can not stand when you want to always make me understand that life is still good. the pressure of big, like letting my act, to my mind at the time of immersion in the hard years of waiting, hoping one day to realize the idea I want to achieve, and sometimes doubted his ideas are too naive, and sometimes that is the fate of the In a test of immature of me.

2009-6-15 Recalling the story leaves



leave tree leaves, where you drift off, the years you still can not afford to leave my touch around the wound. After the incomplete branches, who understand how much it deep array years past, rooted in this place, I am still waiting for your return with confidence. I remember when the convention will not let the leaves drift down the wind, until one day make the story under a tree in this legend, are so like us love to trees witnessed the agreement, but who believe , Ran any time, but because of the season faded leaves. When the leaves away love story, was already in the footsteps of dust elimination, what shall I go back to those days, only in the diary to remember where ... ...

2009-5-14

first Job

blink of an eye, spent more than two months at home, learn to drive really was not the taste, learning the day would have to wait several days, but under my side of the school bus, he was looking for a job, in the 14th the day, by chance I heard someone help Meizhou crane, it is so under the leadership of my sister I went to work there, the work is not busy at first to pack up and look at the shop in the store can, at leisure but also can watch television,UGG shoes, with work, I very happily, from school to stay in the home row seat back more than two months so I started my first job.

2009-4-10

learn to drive

home that day, the total that have relatives who help, and finding a relatively good job is no problem, so I took the school profile to find the son of Hall aunt to help them find work, he is yes, unfortunately he did not wait until the news of late, in the home stay for more than half a month, always wanted to do something really tough day of boredom, to persuade the family always go on like this is not the answer, go to test the vehicle permit and then to consider the work of my father, a village in the city looking for a coach's Uncle, on his way to help me learn to drive, the first thought is to learn to drive every day to go, after a day of school again and so on ten days, this time did not taste a bit of time to spend more or less hate myself useless feel good, when can change fate? To learn to drive a few times that I know of several friends, Dongshan District, we take care of each other each other and drive, you learn what I learn it, it feels good, though helpless to learn to drive, but I liked to go every time, because Also learn to drive the two girls.

2009-3-19

the story of looking for work

fifteenth day is finally the end of the school in my five years of reading press and publication career, graduated, once hard to find a job in Guangzhou, but unfortunately still can not find, 08 years of financial crisis on our Graduates of this term impact is too great, I can not accept the pressure it brings the face of life, in addition to efforts to find a job or looking for work, but I still believe he is still able to find a good job, I have Work experience can suffer, I believe the school opened for me a certificate of good roads, so my efforts to get a little return, one morning, I received a phone call, he said he was certain units of a certain department manager, on hearing this to Me and I felt it! He told me to go to their company to interview the next day, I happily agreed. The next day your interview is not going to be easy Oh! Although almost five years of life in a big city,UGG boots cheap, Guangzhou line may be as much as you can not find a moment, and asked shop owner, asked pedestrians, asked the residents are not ... ... get to know or do not know, I remember asking than one in Guangzhou known as the , but good-hearted people is there, in everyone's help I have come to your company, the interview was soon passed, and valuable company I can not accept a request, the trial for three months, he said not even a dime, oh! God, I have come to the end, but also white working Oh! I find it difficult to accept this return to school, at school waiting for those few days, I realized that this is not the way to go, for its part, back home it seems that only reduce their own stress, under the decision in my fifteenth I packed up their bags, sent me a lovely Shidishimei is so, they wanted to do too much trouble, can they still get sent to the firm has been on care and help them brothers, in the Tianhe Bus Station to be car, our conversation Next, they always ask me In the big cities Hunxia Qu, you have to work! Their arrival, I can only promise they'll have to Guangzhou will ask them to dinner and talk this way, I set foot on the bus home, Gechuang look at them and also have no choice but the choice to go home, because once I want these students have a long life, Shidishimei work together, to struggle together in Guangzhou, the memories ... ... passenger on the road vanished.

2009-2-14

depressing ride

like to sit with the A train back to school, coincides with Valentine's Day, to play D junction, the taxi driver to use today's festival to raise fares, we were very surprised a moment, two men what do we charge car fare Valentine's Day is really a joke. Time is very short time, after pages of bargaining, but under his car or do. Went to the station, waiting a lot of people like us are also hundreds of students studying to go to Guangzhou, I really should not eat things with you to school, time, people are waiting to go on a crowded train, may not Block off the train and who do not know what the car hard, we can imagine, hundreds of people to squeeze it a case of how crowded the train, but also remember the back to school, I took the strawberry and olive him I Yidi Mom has bought me to eat in the car, but unfortunately can not be pushed to imagine, but for cheap train seat, I really do not to seat, and so when we find the location of the miserable, the Arab League would like to always complain , just wanted to let him out of strawberry cool down when the consumer has become the strawberry juice, A would like to see the kind of laughed, and thus break the boring environment,cheap UGG boots, set foot on the train seat pleasant journey.

2009-1-3 New Year's line



day before the New Year, with a simple outfit so I went to my Uncle factory work before the place where I was familiar with people familiar with the work environment. My line is to go back and look at the sea the main Uncle's eldest daughter, look at the sea the way Uncle pleasure head with a point in the guess the sea is always the daughter of t! Remember who have written her to leave her (leave your night) of the verses, note her work for more than two are accompanied me through to the final parting is so like her. In the subway, I quietly remember bits of her past, I felt very sorry that even after parting her courage, not once looking back, she sometimes wondered about my care, and sometimes indulge in conjecture on conjecture ... I ... So to Uncle's factory, the door we see each other, we are very calm, it seems that I did not think was all that bad cake, we looked at each other, where she cute mischievous smile I'm fat, I have a smile that she had become fat. Noon time is it! T see the sea, we have a little chat, he arranged for me to go there to eat, in fact, in the past when I have made a phone call to the Uncle, after he learned of the afternoon came to arrange for the work in the factory to take me to eat Day night with the last going to see the sea, where Uncle plant, chatting to such a chat, talk about three o'clock I actually sleep, I only know that the sea is still whisper Uncle, early the next day the daughter of Shanghai Uncle I do not get left out!