2, the daughter does not exist

 Unpredictable with her pair of blue eyes watching him carefully. He responds to her gaze, his eyes blink. Finally she finally nodded, action, mild to almost invisible. bowed his head to himself. But by ten in the morning, snow began to slow down. in a quiet, vaguely hear the voice of distant snow machines. He looked at the upstairs window and the car knocked the snow nurses, baby blue car driving towards the white world. baby hidden in the seat next to her box, the box covered with blankets, baby asleep. doctor looked at her left, towards the street, disappeared, Then go back and sat beside his family. His wife was asleep, blond hair scattered on the pillow, and doctors have made some nap. I woke up, his gaze empty parking lot, looking to take the chimney across the street the smoke,UGG boots cheap, wondering what he should say: I do not blame anyone; daughter will be well taken care of; other people will as always take care of the mother as the birth of her; this to all the best. late morning, the snow finally stopped completely , his son hungry cry, his wife woke up. light. He sat down beside her, put your baby on her lap. the baby's forehead, and then untied robe and took him to her breast before. His son immediately grabbed. His wife looked up at him smiling, he took her empty hand, think of her previous His grip was so tight grip, the finger is almost embedded in his flesh and blood. He wanted to remember to protect her. ; we gave birth to twins. ah, in some places has reached her knees. She was holding a cardboard box with a small baby, small baby wrapped in blankets in the body. cartons originally used to transport the infant formula product samples, outside the box printed with red letters and lovely baby little face, her every step, box mouth to flap. almost empty parking lot was surprisingly quiet, the silence coming from the Quartet, it seems from the wind, and then extended into the air, as if dropped in water spread out, like a stone. She opened the door, the snow whipped, hit in her face raw so. She does not by thinking, body bent as far as possible protect the carton. She put the box to promote the back seat, quietly drawn to the pink blanket white nylon cushion. the baby fell asleep, as with most newborns sleep, little face crepe into a ball, just be slit eyes, nose and chin slightly elevated. Caroline thought, you do not know; if it did not know the future will not. Caroline did earlier A Pujia test and gave her eight. the city streets a mess shovel snow, driving difficulties. the car twice a skid, turn almost twice Caroline. Interstate highways are in good shape. on the road, Carolyn smooth
forward, passing the outskirts of Lexington Industrial Park, to spread the horse ranch, gently sloping plain, along the full stretch of white fence. fence in the snow to cast fresh light and shadow, became a field of horses in black spots. a large ash cloud drifting across the sky falls, the sky seemed alive. Caroline turn on the radio, look for the bursts of radio noise, and then throws the radio off. cars passing by outside the window of the world, as usual,UGG shoes, there is no change. Ever since Henry doctors reluctantly agreed to this request is consternation, Caroline felt as if slowly floating in the air, waiting for the suddenly floor to see where his fall. He asked her to take his newborn daughter, but not to tell his wife that so. This request seems absurd, but Caroline looked at him a look of sadness to check the confused his daughter, then almost numb to act slowly, one mind for the move. she told herself, he will soon return to reason, he just scared, who can blame him? After all, he had his birth in blizzard twins, and now they run into this situation. she accelerated forward, a scene early in the morning feeling like a river as the passage from her. Henry doctors wield so cool, action focused and precise; Nora. Henry's black hair, white abdomen, thighs and huge flickering, wave after wave of pain as if the waves of the lake ripples stirred by the wind; anesthetic gas peeing sounds, Henry doctors call her that moment, subtle but intense voice, face look so sad, so she thought the baby must have just left the second gifted dead. She waited for him to take action, waiting for him to take measures to save the baby. When he is not hands, she suddenly thought he'd be the last to be witness, this way, her future can say: Yes, baby body pan, Henry tried doctors, and we both tried, but has a loss. Later, the baby crying, crying her lead to his side. She read to know how it was. She continued to travel, to recall behind. highway passes through a limestone, the sky gradually narrowed, and she opened slightly elevated on the hill, and then slowly down the river toward the distant . cardboard box behind her, the baby is still asleep, Caroline from time to time to look back at the sight of the baby did not move, they suddenly feel relieved and distressed. she remind myself that the baby came into the world, after struggling, often slept cooked, this is normal. She thought a few hours after he was born, does it sleep so familiar. but her parents had died, no one remembers those moments. After a four-year-old mother gave birth to her only when his father over fifty-year-old, long abandoned reproductive offspring, no hope and no expectations, even with no regrets. They passes laws, calm and satisfied. until Caroline element of surprise to come, like a break out of the snow blooming flowers. They certainly loved her, but love with a trace of anxiety. they will bet heavily on her attention, while accompanied by a variety of plaster, thick socks and medicinal castor oil. sweltering summer, for fear a pandemic polio, Caroline was forced to stay in the house. She Siyangbacha lying on a bench beside the window upstairs, reading, beads of sweat trickled out over the temple. flies buzzing fly screens rely on some one death in the motionless on the window sill. Outside, the fields in the sun and heat in the shining, the neighborhood children shouting in the distance. their parents young,UGG boots, do not know that the child may be infected with the disease. Caroline to face and fingers close to the screen door, full of children eager to hear the play, before the air does not stagnate, sweat drenched her Mianshan shoulders and ironing the skirt. downstairs the other end of the garden, my mother put on gloves , wearing a long apron, hat and removal of weeds; dusky evening, the father from the insurance company's office to walk home, into the closed shutters in a quiet home, took off his hat and coat with a wet shirt under perspiration. She passing deck, wheels whizzing sound issue. Kentucky River in the far bottom of the slow flow of energy faded last night. She glanced at the baby one. if not leave a baby, Nora. Henry General Xiangbao hold her. This is certainly not something off Caroline. but she did not turn around, she then turn on the radio. this time she found a station playing classical music, to continue driving forward. Louisville, twenty miles away, after Dr Caroline reference to write about the direction of Henry. He's strong and careful handwriting. She opened under the highway. here is very close from the Ohio River, hawthorn, and hackberry branches towering icy, bright; road but smooth and dry. field upper layer of snow, surrounded by a ring fence, the fence-like black spots after the horses, such as mobile, spewing clouds of white mist. Caroline turned into a smaller road, both sides of the field slightly undulating, immense. she opened about a mile of the bare hills, and soon saw the building on, red tiles and brick houses built in the early twentieth century, both sides of the more modern wing of the low house, it does not appear too much coordination. She turns rolling down the path, the Housing flickering, and then suddenly appeared in front of her. She entered the circular driveway. close look under the old house needs renovation, the paint is peeling off the wood frame, the third floor The windows were boarded up, and plywood wood prop broken ledge. Caroline to go off. She was wearing an old pair of flat shoes, soles thin and broken. Can not find last night her boots , hurry put on a pair of flat shoes put in shoes inside. lithotripsy through the snow up top, and her feet feel cold at once. She flung the bag into the prepared shoulders, which arrayed installed diapers and a bottle of infant formula insulation. She picked up the cartons placed the baby,UGGs, went into the house. light through the glass from lack of cleaning of lead frames projected on both sides of the door. go in there after a frosted glass door, and then is a black oak floor walkway. she smelt a carrot, onion and potato flavor, looked full of hot air and the taste of food. Caroline take two steps forward, straight wooden ring rattle along, but still no people there. wide pieces of wood covered with a strip of bare ground carpet, has been extended to the waiting room behind the house. waiting room, tall windows, thick curtains. She sat in a corner of old velvet sofa, the tray close to the side, quietly waiting. the room is too hot. She untied coat buttons, which is still her that white Hu Shifu. touch her hair, and saw that he was also wearing a white nurse cap aquiline. Henry Dr a phone call she got up the next night with heavy snow hurry dressing to go out, have been busy now came to a halt. She took off her nurses cap, carefully folded flat, close your eyes. the distance came the faint sound of the collision tableware whispered voices, people walking upstairs, sparking bursts of echo. between half asleep, she dreamed that mother prepare festive dinner, the father working in the carpentry room. She is always a child who is very lonely sometimes But her mind is still something left in memory: tight hold a special quilt, embroidered roses at the foot piece of carpet, and she herself belongs. distant bell twice. I got to you, you'll be right over, Dr Henry called out earlier, the sound is full of tension and crisis. Caroline hurried past, but also ended up with two pillows casually a bizarre little bed; twins second child was born, her hand Dr Henry Executive mask to cover his wife's face, a small girl then went to the world, led some of the changes. has changed, yes, there is no way you want to control. Even if there is no movement of living in this house, even if the ride waiting on the sofa, Caroline is also disturbed by the slight changes in the world is aware of everything can not stop. is at the moment? she endured did not want to.