Hongjun Yan: Chapter I bitterly painful divorce with the same teachers before and after the
Hongjun Yan Huang Da, Tan Chong Taiwan, Xiong United States and other teachers at Harvard in the early 1980s to visit just once Heng and his wife with him (one of the Five Golden Flowers) chat. Now ZT article.
Chapter wife and I fell in love with the friend accompanied to the divorce from a full twenty-three years (one thousand nine hundred forty-nine m one thousand nine hundred seventy-three) I'm with her marriage in the Revolution era is the era of madness, in this decade, the number of people ? how many people have broken up? this decade is most unfortunate in my life, the most disaster-ridden years, has bitterly painful.
from OO for three years until 1993, with the write chapter, a book or an interview, where she and I mentioned that a past divorce, always said that the late Chairman Mao Zedong called her divorce. criticized Chairman Mao, she said she good for nothing, so said to her:
fear that other people know? that marriage has been blown off, and why do not you liberate yourself? she skillfully led to her divorce, the responsibility of an ancient brain child onto the man and his own ninety-nine three years on, from time to time the old school of Beijing University's chapter of the article containing the relevant paragraphs of copy with my divorce and mail or fax it to me. 1995 article in the chapter I see again the issue of divorce in a magazine view. I could not help her daughter, said: divorce facts upside down. painful past. So, although insiders are Mingbu Ping me and asked me to write the truth, I did not pick up a pen. The second is long chapter ill, his daughter said the hospital has issued a critical condition. I Mindful of the old couple to give up the idea of a.
but then continue to a book chapter, on TV, the interviews were recorded, all talk about our divorce, certainly carried out of Chairman Mao, she repeated again and again set the tone. sometimes said more outrageous, strive to render a victim of her first marriage. Even worse, there were waves, repeated the baseless assertion. there is no ethical conduct of individual scholars, actually modeled in her article, plagiarism, fabrication, exaggeration, invented a number of disgusting the plot, the more prepared the more ridiculous stories, do rumors, slander, vilify conflict. The purpose is nothing more than to seek fame and fortune, the result is all the water poured into my body, plus step kicks in me.
from 1993 so far,UGGs, I was silent for a whole decade. know the truth Hongzhang divorce classmates and friends out there, they were all for me Mingbu Ping. They urged me: make things clear.
Now I have over seventy, and one to the seventies back memories of that incident still feel bitter, and sometimes still sleepless night, several times to Zhibi dropped. However, I have the responsibility to history's true colors . in the end who is the initiator of divorce? in the end who is the protagonist of marriage is in crisis? I thought: no secret of exactly to write only the truth in order to give all concerned and caring people I have an account.
about my divorce can not fail to mention the Cultural Revolution began in 1966 in this catastrophe. and department level cadres uncovered a large number of gang land. And I'm just a little teaching and research director, also as Lu Ping somehow to pull out of gangs. a poster revealed I am a Twenty-year-old to become a Teaching and Research Office, the seniority of age, this situation is rare, so the , it was objected that Hongjun Yan too young, not suitable for heads, deputies could be arranged, the first chief vacancy. but Lu Pingjian holding that Age does not matter as long as there is knowledge to be as Teaching and Research Office. then give me a list of rebels counts a lot, for example: I was born in the bourgeois family, he became a small lead, of course, be designated as the party entering into the Lecture: U.S. productivity developed, high standard of living, eighty to ninety percent of households own a car hh These remarks were said to be truly a on me, I can imagine the situation.
I was, from morning to night all live in fear: the day was to write checks in a small room, or brought to the school to weed and let the North concatenation of the batch after batch of fighting around the Red Guards. Red Guards to , while holding a clenched fist and shouting slogans, beat me with a belt. evening, tired body back to my dorm, waiting for the second day of criticism. so day after day, round after round of criticism in the I suffered abuse and torture. because of the Cultural Revolution was too hasty too fast, I suddenly was head spin. I did not understand that today still do not understand: like me, a historical innocence, requiring progressive young teachers, in the end What heinous crime committed by such punishment to remember the first time Yong pulled out by the Red Guards denounced ride on the also pulled me accompany fighting. I glance around, the so-called capitalist roaders, a dense mass of a reactionary academic authority. Where I am familiar with a professor, dean all have copies, I slightly relax the heart. But his heart was in the muttering, why even I do not let off the young lecturer?
raid hurt the father
then bad luck followed, first yin and yang, head shaving, after a raid. August 1966 the day I was on campus and met with a school leadership is also under review, the two greeted. suddenly a few Red Guards rushing counterrevolutionary revisionists say that we are, regardless of indiscriminate both shaved our head of yin and yang. We also ordered the Red Guards are not allowed haircut. understood by most people,UGG shoes, when yin and yang shaved head is heinous, like, a look like One night after a few days,cheap UGG boots, dozens of the Department of Economics in the slogans, and headed straight alley historian. I had a premonition to the event, apparently the Red Guards to take down the home of Zhang Shizhao. suddenly my head to look at H, as a splitting like. It has been 85 years old chapter senior citizens, how can withstand the Red Guards tortured? anxious feelings with which I escorted the home. Red Guards denounced me before, then I completely numb, I did not hear exactly what is approved. followed by red Chapter howl against the old guard: Start raid, they crowd in the room, rummaging through ferreted out a lot of old paintings. They search out the belongings scattered all over the yard, and then painting on the old hard trampling, shouted themselves hoarse voice said it was action. Later, when Chairman Mao's Red Guards copying a few letters to Zhang Shizhao personal letter, the once perplexing attitude suddenly hushed. Some Red Guards head whispering, and then in the door labeled , the slogan in a rising and falling sound escort me back to Beijing University. I went back to Peking University is midnight, secretly immediately to telephone inquiries by the public-law quarters in the house alright? I was really afraid of elderly and frail elderly accident .
a few days, Saturday I go home, see the father when both guilt and a heavy heart. think of the first sentence of his old said: Why people? Red Guards criticize me now, I incriminate you. by the attacks, he thought: the Red Guards does not matter how to spoil me, do not bring disaster to my family. But still the old man dragged the raid. Though not blame me for the last part of the old chapter, but assured me. to my mind The guilt lasted a long time. In July, my daughter Hung interview in Shanghai, also referred to this matter: raid is because of him. Hung still remembers his grandfather Zhang Shizhao, said: 『listen to His words flow out of a sudden tears.
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